illusions of mind

Each day the sun rises
& each day the sun sets,
Each day i wake up ,
& put on that fake smile on my face...

Each day i muse myself bout u,
& eachday i dream of u
Each day i miss u,
& i want u with me now.

Each day i fight with me ,
& each day i wipe my silent tears
Each day i wish to leave,
& each day i suffer dis nite alone..

Each day i try 2 busy myself,
& each nite i try 2 concentrate on small things
Each day my life haunts me
& this day i live in mysery..


Each day i predict myself
& each day i fail 2 to do the predicted
Each day i live my life in fear& i bear this uncontrolable rage...

each day i think of myself
wht i used to be & what i will be,
the question ceases my mind,
I for get each day wht i want 2 be.
with lots of thoughts in mind i go on 2 lead my life..............