Mann chala mai aaj fir

ujale mai toh sabhi jeete hai,
guzare koi wakt andhero mai,
ehsaas hota hai aaj fir dilko,
tamanna meet ti he nahi,
Jo mai aaj hu kya waja hai uski..?,
kis pe dalu mai inzam,
wakt k takaze ne diya hai pegam,
kahu mai kya ghar walo se,
na raha mai khud se kehne layak,
mood kr dekhta hu toh dikhti hai sari galtiya,
Jo kabhi lagti thi khushiya.
na janu k kya hai hona baki bus guzaru u he,
mann chala mai aaj fir duniya k daman mai ......mann chala mai aaj fir.........

illusions of mind

Each day the sun rises
& each day the sun sets,
Each day i wake up ,
& put on that fake smile on my face...

Each day i muse myself bout u,
& eachday i dream of u
Each day i miss u,
& i want u with me now.

Each day i fight with me ,
& each day i wipe my silent tears
Each day i wish to leave,
& each day i suffer dis nite alone..

Each day i try 2 busy myself,
& each nite i try 2 concentrate on small things
Each day my life haunts me
& this day i live in mysery..


Each day i predict myself
& each day i fail 2 to do the predicted
Each day i live my life in fear& i bear this uncontrolable rage...

each day i think of myself
wht i used to be & what i will be,
the question ceases my mind,
I for get each day wht i want 2 be.
with lots of thoughts in mind i go on 2 lead my life..............