Thursday, September 16, 2010

Broken me


As i lie awake and cry

i 'll be thinking of u my dear

Storing pieces of my heart

In every single tear



No warmth comes from my bedsheets

warmth only comes from ur embrace,

Seeing ur smile,

or kissing ur face



So i stay cold and shiver

Till my eyes begin to quiver

Then it's so cold it feels hot

Tricking my heart into somethig it's not


Don't say u don't lov me

When u don't mean it at all

it puts me on my knees

And force me to a crawl



Sweet dreams my love

Don't let bed bugs bite ,

I'll be having nightmares of u

The entire night will b sour 4 u...

its just been a habit 4 me ..

since when u said,

" now itt doesn't even make any sense... "


My hell full life has bcome wose thannn b4......


Thursday, July 15, 2010

M really changed



My love 4 u is ever so strong,

i feel so right, i know it can not b wrong.


I know i've done lot of things so wrong.

punish myself for i've done to u..


i really regret doing so,i wish all that was't true..


baby lets take a walk back in time


and cherish all those memories,


when everything was fine.


The world changed since u left me..


I have changed since u left me .....


The sun never set,


The moon never rose...


I still remember the tym,


when v wer close.


My love for u is the same since the first day i mat u,


how i wish tym just stopped'


tym just stopped the moment,


for the first when i feeled ur love,


Plz atleast forgive nd talk to me....


M really changed...since u went..,


When i cry,


tears of blood run down face...


My heart aches 4 u inn......






- give me last chance m really changed......

Friday, June 25, 2010

M really changed















Lyf hass justt bcame hell,





were b'day is no special day,





were purity once had name,





and beauty once had face.





Life once had meaning,





And once i waz safe.





once there waz freedom,





And once i could laugh.





Happiness once waz alive,





And once i had another half.





Once i shared love,





Once i waz by her side,





Once i felt fitted,





So quickly that had died.





Her grace so great,





Her inocenese so vast





All i ever wanted,





Waz 4 it to last.





Fate may b had another plan,





Or may b she had another love,





But it all fell apart,





The glove too big 4 the hand.





Now its all died away 4 her





Hapinnes ; Joy ; All Memories.





Now i walk alone in this dark, dark world,





with no light to guide my way..





With sum hope that have the faith,





u ll turn bak and path my way..........





- love u sweet heart ...waitin 4 u....









Monday, June 21, 2010

Cum back



U said it was not 4 the first time i had done,


the words i gave the things i did i know r never 4getable


but u yorself know u were not like that..


Still


You walked away widout a word


u neither saw nor heard


The love i tried to prove,


The way my life around u moved.


I dont know how long i cried,


i wished i could have died..


And how my body ached u,


and how u ignored my love so true..


So i m satandin all alone again,


Wiping the tears that always begin.


Every day & every night


and every silent moment of myy life


whenever i think of the many ways


I was a fool 4 u ..




Am still waitin 4 u


I still find u every where.... hoping to 4give me


hoping u ll realise , what u were ......

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Y it still feels ...u ll b ...


Watching bak daa memories

Make me relaxed and make me think that once it waz all fine,


But now a point has cum in my lyf where I look 4 u here and there...thinking bout how to do all well..

Than every time i see ur smiling face,

It puts me in daze.

a daze of remembering what u used 2 be

when i gave u the key.

the key to my heart,

so that we'll never be apart.

Apart from each other,

saying there will never b another.

Another love as greater than the number of stars..

the stars in sky...

the stars in sky and i wonder y ??

Knowing y u left...,

every time u cum around u took my breath.

Breath of my heart and soul,

wishing i could share with ueverything i knew,the facts i never made u cum across..

Everything i know bout myself,

but when my heart reached of urs,it failed,

it failed horribly crashing to da ground,

not hearing a sound..

The sound of ur heart beating next to mine,

Knowing that m not fine..

Not fine with u being gone,

just knowing where i went wrong..


I ever tried to b sorry

where i went wrong and i lost u ...

butt still i belive that u ll belive me,

cauz i know u were never like that....

nomatter what people say...i know u ll belive mee...


i ll wait 4 da day where u ll give me a chance..and i promise i ll not decive u ...

SORRY...



hope u ll have ur own decision....
Manish