TU HE TU

Mile ek pal tanhai ka, toh soch ker dekh is bheed ko tu, Koi khota hai soo k , aur kisi ko neend he nahi.. k Milti hai yaha har pal taklif nayi, per fir bhi inko fark he nahi, kya sahi hai kya galat hai, yeh sochne ka inhe wakt he nahi.. Na kho jaa is bheed mai tu, k bhul jaye kon hai tu, Na dur reh is bheed se tu, k bhul jaye is bheed ko tu... Bus kafir hai yeh zindagi teri, Dila isai wajood tu, Ki jee paye tu is bheed mai bun k " TU HE TU"

Mann chala mai aaj fir

ujale mai toh sabhi jeete hai,
guzare koi wakt andhero mai,
ehsaas hota hai aaj fir dilko,
tamanna meet ti he nahi,
Jo mai aaj hu kya waja hai uski..?,
kis pe dalu mai inzam,
wakt k takaze ne diya hai pegam,
kahu mai kya ghar walo se,
na raha mai khud se kehne layak,
mood kr dekhta hu toh dikhti hai sari galtiya,
Jo kabhi lagti thi khushiya.
na janu k kya hai hona baki bus guzaru u he,
mann chala mai aaj fir duniya k daman mai ......mann chala mai aaj fir.........

illusions of mind

Each day the sun rises
& each day the sun sets,
Each day i wake up ,
& put on that fake smile on my face...

Each day i muse myself bout u,
& eachday i dream of u
Each day i miss u,
& i want u with me now.

Each day i fight with me ,
& each day i wipe my silent tears
Each day i wish to leave,
& each day i suffer dis nite alone..

Each day i try 2 busy myself,
& each nite i try 2 concentrate on small things
Each day my life haunts me
& this day i live in mysery..


Each day i predict myself
& each day i fail 2 to do the predicted
Each day i live my life in fear& i bear this uncontrolable rage...

each day i think of myself
wht i used to be & what i will be,
the question ceases my mind,
I for get each day wht i want 2 be.
with lots of thoughts in mind i go on 2 lead my life..............

Broken me

As i lie awake and cry

i 'll be thinking of u my dear

Storing pieces of my heart

In every single tear

No warmth comes from my bedsheets

warmth only comes from ur embrace,

Seeing ur smile,

or kissing ur face

So i stay cold and shiver

Till my eyes begin to quiver

Then it's so cold it feels hot

Tricking my heart into somethig it's not

Don't say u don't lov me

When u don't mean it at all

it puts me on my knees

And force me to a crawl

Sweet dreams my love

Don't let bed bugs bite ,

I'll be having nightmares of u

The entire night will b sour 4 u...

its just been a habit 4 me ..

since when u said,

" now itt doesn't even make any sense... "

My hell full life has bcome wose thannn b4......

M really changed

My love 4 u is ever so strong,

i feel so right, i know it can not b wrong.

I know i've done lot of things so wrong.

punish myself for i've done to u..

i really regret doing so,i wish all that was't true..

baby lets take a walk back in time

and cherish all those memories,

when everything was fine.

The world changed since u left me..

I have changed since u left me .....

The sun never set,

The moon never rose...

I still remember the tym,

when v wer close.

My love for u is the same since the first day i mat u,

how i wish tym just stopped'

tym just stopped the moment,

for the first when i feeled ur love,

Plz atleast forgive nd talk to me....

M really changed...since u went..,

When i cry,

tears of blood run down face...

My heart aches 4 u inn......

- give me last chance m really changed......

M really changed

Lyf hass justt bcame hell,

were b'day is no special day,

were purity once had name,

and beauty once had face.

Life once had meaning,

And once i waz safe.

once there waz freedom,

And once i could laugh.

Happiness once waz alive,

And once i had another half.

Once i shared love,

Once i waz by her side,

Once i felt fitted,

So quickly that had died.

Her grace so great,

Her inocenese so vast

All i ever wanted,

Waz 4 it to last.

Fate may b had another plan,

Or may b she had another love,

But it all fell apart,

The glove too big 4 the hand.

Now its all died away 4 her

Hapinnes ; Joy ; All Memories.

Now i walk alone in this dark, dark world,

with no light to guide my way..

With sum hope that have the faith,

u ll turn bak and path my way..........

- love u sweet heart ...waitin 4 u....

Cum back

U said it was not 4 the first time i had done,

the words i gave the things i did i know r never 4getable

but u yorself know u were not like that..

Still

You walked away widout a word

u neither saw nor heard

The love i tried to prove,

The way my life around u moved.

I dont know how long i cried,

i wished i could have died..

And how my body ached u,

and how u ignored my love so true..

So i m satandin all alone again,

Wiping the tears that always begin.

Every day & every night

and every silent moment of myy life

whenever i think of the many ways

I was a fool 4 u ..

Am still waitin 4 u

I still find u every where.... hoping to 4give me

hoping u ll realise , what u were ......